There wasn't much difference in her views- she could tell the difference in some, but in others it was simply how it was. Little care given, some paid off easily with either money or booze depending on their vices. There was so much that went on to blind eyes, and all the more reason she had known what her final choice had to be before she ended up here.

"Even while I was comatose," and while she might not have fully understood, she knew she was traumatized, mad with pain and what she'd experienced. To some extent she understood at least. "They made me believe it for a time, too. Took advantage of my guilt for being unable to save them. Used me for their own gains-" Yet as she had said, Alice had only been eight years old.

"A despicable wretch of a man used that to his advantage to cover his own crimes. I know the truth, he admitted it to me when I was finally able to confront him."